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[Cross has been here for two months and as much as he's trying to keep himself from thinking it, it's already weaseled inside his brain like a bug and decided to put those thoughts there. He's been pretty lonely since first getting here and while he's been making a handful of friends it doesn't really help with not having his brother here. His brother was his only real best friend back home and from what he's been getting, people have friends and family from home in Luceti.
Everybody's got somebody right? So why is it that he just feels like crap?
So instead of stewing in his bad emotions he decides to put up a written entry, but because he doesn't want people to worry about him, he's doing it anonymously.]
Hey, I've been wondering something. How does everyone feel about living here? I mean, does anyone ever get homesick for their own world? Or is everyone okay with being here since they've got somebody? But if you don't, do you ever wish you had that one person that means the most to you to be here? But, is wanting that a terrible thing?
[He finishes writing it and stares for a moment. Yeah...maybe he'll leave it and he just shuts the book.]
[Action]
[So, Cross is going to try and deal with his depression like a grown up. By hanging upside down in a tree for part of the day and letting the blood rush to his head.
When he's become dizzy and gets a headache, he'll go to the smithy and will be working on making more throwing knives. He's making more than he should, granted he's probably got too many now. So any of the finished knives are starting to pile up on a table nearby. When that gets boring, he's going to try and work on one of his spare mechanical arms. He's attempting to add a laser like Rin suggested. It's not working out so well.
When that's done he's going by the convenience store to pick up dinner for the night.
When all that's said and done, he's hanging out in the library pulling out some fantasy books and holing up in a corner with a book fort he made. He's totally mature, okay? He'll just be reading the whole time.
Any other time he can be found walking about Luceti.]
[Cross has been here for two months and as much as he's trying to keep himself from thinking it, it's already weaseled inside his brain like a bug and decided to put those thoughts there. He's been pretty lonely since first getting here and while he's been making a handful of friends it doesn't really help with not having his brother here. His brother was his only real best friend back home and from what he's been getting, people have friends and family from home in Luceti.
Everybody's got somebody right? So why is it that he just feels like crap?
So instead of stewing in his bad emotions he decides to put up a written entry, but because he doesn't want people to worry about him, he's doing it anonymously.]
Hey, I've been wondering something. How does everyone feel about living here? I mean, does anyone ever get homesick for their own world? Or is everyone okay with being here since they've got somebody? But if you don't, do you ever wish you had that one person that means the most to you to be here? But, is wanting that a terrible thing?
[He finishes writing it and stares for a moment. Yeah...maybe he'll leave it and he just shuts the book.]
[Action]
[So, Cross is going to try and deal with his depression like a grown up. By hanging upside down in a tree for part of the day and letting the blood rush to his head.
When he's become dizzy and gets a headache, he'll go to the smithy and will be working on making more throwing knives. He's making more than he should, granted he's probably got too many now. So any of the finished knives are starting to pile up on a table nearby. When that gets boring, he's going to try and work on one of his spare mechanical arms. He's attempting to add a laser like Rin suggested. It's not working out so well.
When that's done he's going by the convenience store to pick up dinner for the night.
When all that's said and done, he's hanging out in the library pulling out some fantasy books and holing up in a corner with a book fort he made. He's totally mature, okay? He'll just be reading the whole time.
Any other time he can be found walking about Luceti.]
